if you feel like taking it, take it.
if you feel like doing anything to it, its up to you.
if you feel nothing's giving you a guilty conscience, do it.



[anyway ashley the bottom right hand corner one dedicated to you xDD]

the reason why i'm posting this:
i'm not running away
and after this if you still feel like doing anything else, i'll let you be, for it doesn't mean a thing to me.

i would have chosen the method of ignoration just a day ago;
i'm sure it works, but it just shows i'm actually affected and that again, its a sign of backing off;



so let me say this again: it really does not matter to me.

i don't live on earth just to have a prettyface and stay happy just because of that;
[fine, people don't live on earth to have a prettyface -.- no difference..]
i have more meaningful things to do and achieve :D

and if physical appearance to you all is important, think again
if you think physical appearance is what gives me confidence, think again
confidence comes from your inner self



that's why i'm saying, this would not bring me down :D


because this can actually be counted as an obstacle i guess,
and every obstacle you overcome brings you a step closer to success
okay, maybe not that exaggerated


there's things i've actually picked up from this,
so if you still enjoy doing this,

i won't stop you. you're just giving me a chance to learn more new facts in life.



all the above is what i've thought of a moment ago.

so if you think what you're doing is meaningful,
that's your opinion so yup maybe there's really nothing i can do after typing this out.


think of gems which came from dull looking pieces of rocks and a beautiful glass ornament that smashes once you break it. common analogy sorta thing but its still nice lol.





woah. watching harrypotter with nice sounding accents results in this lolol x]

so yup have a nice day i'm off to sleep soon nights

EMMA